hard..

to try and be happy for two people i care SO MUCH ABOUT. when i know they're totally off the path of reality. they're both smart people, no doubt, but for some reason they're both acting so blind. i know they're both like, omg i'm so in love i can't stop talking to them, i wanna spend every waking moment with them and alla that crap, but seriously, one of them are beginning to neglect the more important things. starting to get MORE attitude and then like not even keeping his priorities, even though i warned him before this happened. it just bugs me that HE had to fall into the same path that everyone else did. i honestly with all my heart thought he was gonna be the exception, but i was wrong. i keep trying so hard to keep just shaking it off, like dirt off my shoulder. but it's so hard because i love them both, but they're both annoying the crap out of me.

nick j is off the chain.

he really is. HAHA. so yes, i might sound like a crazy "omg, youre a jonas brothers fanatic" girl, but i'm really not as extreme as some people are. but yes, nick is my favorite and it's cool because my birthday is a day before his. not that that matters or anything. so i dont even know, but i was watching the jonas brothers today on ellen, and i just realized that if i were to ever be blessed enough to meet nick jonas & talk to him for awhile, i'd probably like.. faint. but i'd be the happiest person, in the world. i really would.... sigh, if only.


on the bright side, it's alright because i've already met jesse mccartney. and he's the next best thing ;D

valentine's day

i have to admit, it was reaaaallly weird having a TON of my aunts & uncles poppin' in & out of the house, while i'm upstairs with tj & my cousins.. and then shanice & dj. but it wasn't that bad, because it's not like we were doing anything bad that i had to hide from them. all we pretty much did was sit around playing mario kart, talking & stuff. it wasn't really anything special, but it was alright. =]


yknow, just spending time & hanging out is goood with me ;D

and i just realized that food nicknames are hecka cute. i'd rather be called a sweet tasting food than the regular babe, baby, hun etc.

sharon is my marshmellow & mariah's my donut.

i personally think marshmellow sounds cuter. but whatever. haha.

why?

why is it that a lot of guys named "michael" are so cute? HAHAHAH, like michael COPON. yeaaah, thats right. michael copon. that guy that was in a season of one tree hill, he was also on a few episodes of that's so raven. and he's BEAUTIFUL. ahah, anyways, well i tried adding him on facebook right, but then i guess he has too many friends, so he MESSAGED ME, telling me to add his other page. and i thought it was just gonna be a fan page yknow, but it looks legit.


and oh man, that really made my day. i love when i get to meet or communicate with celebs. including those youtube celebs. =]

filipino father.

so it's funny how when you ask your filipino father for help on homework, they'll take foreverrrrr trying to explain it and then you end up frustrated because they made things more difficult than it really was, which results to you not ever asking for help from him again. and then it's even FUNNIER when you're doing something and then they try helping you when you don't need help and they just frustrate you again, because this time you didn't even ask but they act like they know everything. it makes me laugh.

because my bro is doing a science project or whatever and my dad's all telling him to get graph paper and all this crap that he doesn't need. so they were both like arguing downstairs. ohman.



filipinos.

rainbow - south border

my theme song of the day. even though i still haven't seen a rainbow yet. well today was pretty boring. just the regular stuff going on. oh, but it was take your parent to school day so there were a couple parents in each class. nothing too crazy though. ew but for spanish we have a sub for the rest of the week and she's such a strict sub. it's horrible. but it was okay, because all we were doing today was making valentine cards and we had to write in spanish and then show it to her for credit on the assignment. i made mine for my number 1 valentine: my snoopy raisin-lover marshmellow. HEHE. too bad she doesn't have a cool name for me like that. and then in photo we were doing nothing .. again. but it started to get reaaaally dark and scary and people were like omg, a tornado's coming! but is that really likely.. to have a tornado in california? then it starts pouring and the bell rings and school is over so everyone comes out of their classrooms and then you hear hecka people go AHHHHHHHHH! it was so funny and people are running and hecka rushing. it was a pretty funny sight if you ask me. thank god it's over. but i'm kinda sad that there's no rainbow. because according to south border:

"there's a rainbow always after the rain."
:D


edit 05:12 pm ;;
so now the sun is heecka shining and its just sprinkling. but there's STILL no rainbow. =[

LOL.

so i pretty much just wanted to make a blogspot just so i can comment on aj rafael's blog. funny. but i guess i'll blog on here too. but i'll still blog on my OLDSCHOOL xanga. ;D
and yknow, new year, new blog site? i guess? haha, whateverr. this one is gonna be more private because nobody knows it. =]